On the Up Side

I have the best little sister in the history of little sisters!!! Her name is Delaney Bush and she is incredible. I have a feeling that unless I do something to make her really angry or hurt that she will not let me go more than a day or two for the rest of the foreseeable future without talking to her. You would absolutely adore her:) actually you guys are very different, but she kinda reminds me of you.

Further on the up side, I'm going to see my Dad this weekend. I'm really struggling with what my brother did/is doing and I don't really know how to handle it. I know it is irrational, but I am a little resentful of my mom right now because it feels like its her fault although I know it isn't. That being said I can't really talk to her about this right now because I know I will just be mean to her and I don't want to be. So I asked my Dad to tell her for me. But then my mom called me...and sent me texts...and she is going to be so mad when I don't call her back. Maybe after spending a day with and talking to my Dad I'll know how to handle it better and will be able to talk to her.

Thank you for everyone coughDanandJosephcough for checking in on me....I really appreciate your brotherly friendship more than you know.

And I'm sorry to anyone who is being adversely affected by my struggling....