Avril sings a song called What The Hell that I understand a little better than I wish I did for a few different reasons, the largest of which being is the song irritates me so bad. Not only does the song sound incredibly annoying, but the narrator is completely self absorbed and seems to have thrown all thoughts of wisdom for doing what ever she wants. It reminds me so much of the strain of thought that maintains that ones own happiness is more important than most other things Now Avril I think is just talking about sleeping with someone and not really caring how that person feels about her. Is that not the same train of thought that demands self satisfaction without the consideration of anyone else in the situation. Ugh, that bothers me to know end. You know what, I'll tell you why. It bothers me so badly because I do it more than I wish I did and I know better. I feel like it is more excusable for people to act that way when they don't know any better than it is for people who do know better. Gah, it just drives me bonkers. As much as I which I could be, and know I shouldn't be, I am unable to feel self righteous when I listen to this song because of the line, "All my life I've been good/ but now, whoa, I'm thinking what the hell?" That line pretty sums up a small portion of my last year and an attitude I possessed for that little while. It didn't lead anywhere good...No blessings or open doors arrived because of that rebellious period. I'm glad it is over.
here is a much better song that a friend of mine shared with me. I'm so glad he did because I love it.
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