Day 49.

Today is the Sabbath, well at least today is the day I choose to celebrate the Sabbath. It is a day full of get-to's and absent of have-to's minus the paper I am going to be writing today....  Ya, so it won't be a completely sabbathy Sabbath, but it is better than none. This morning was really nice though. I got to do a few things that I normally can't afford to like waking up just whenever I woke up and taking my sweet time in the shower instead of rushing. I also got to eat a hot breakfast this morning which may not seem like a big deal, but it is beacuse I am often not generous enough with myself to alot time for such a time consuming luxury when I can quickley eat something cold in my room. I also got to walk slowly staring at marvelous colors of the trees and just enjoying the sun streaming through the leaves above me while listening to the leaves ruslte against one another in the slight breeze. Moments like that I just can't hold in the thank you that the experiance inspires. It stopped me dead in my tracks today. Only the knowledge that people could see me prevented me from raising my hands and dancing. Silly, I know, but still... I like days like today. Days like today remind me how much I enjoy and treasure generosity. Their is little I admire and am attracted to more in friends than a generous heart. Those who have them inspire me and are just so lovely and refereshing to be around. I also have to admit that I really enjoy when I am generous with myself, with my time and habits, and allow myself to do things I like just for the sake of doing those things and not because they will help me be productive or accomplish what I want to accomplish.